Joyful and Sorrow

Hi .

Everyday I faced the sadness than the happiness . Terima kasih . Saya harap ini kali terakhir saya sedih dan kecewa dgn semua ni . Saya mengimpikan kegembiraan di akhir penceritaan kita . Tapi saya silap . Saya terlalu berharap dan saya berhadapan dengan kekecewaan .

You're nothing , I'm also nothing . I'm hurt . I'm hurt with my stupid action . I'm speechless . But I respect yours , I will accept it . Everybody have their old stories . Same goes to me . I do promised to myself to not getting hurt anymore . But I was wrong .

I fall for you ! I'd be lost if I was detached with you . I fell the happiness even I didn't know how's the ending will be . I supposed to control myself to not fall for you . Everything was my mistake . I'm sorry . For ruined your night . This time I was thought that you don't deserve to knew your ex . It's just a mistake to knew her . But who am I ? I'm just a stranger then come into your life and fall for you .

Ahh ! That's so ashamed . I don't know why I"m changed just for you to look me perfect . Even you didn't want that . Without I thinking about the ending , I'd do planned everything . Finally , it was like ............ broken into a pieces .

You no need to delete me , unfollow me and everything . Because I still around you .

You , my 24k tweets actually it was for you . I don't know where the mistake . Dan I tak sempat nak mention you .

You , I dapat free call . Actually I nak call you malam ni . And I don't know where the mistake until I can't placed it .

You , I might do everything for someone I feel for . Until I didn't realize , I will face this sadness .

You , get knowing you for quite short time was really make me happy .

You , please come back and be my friend for the beginning .

I'm sorry . I just wanna be like you wanted to . But I'm too overbearing . I just wanna be the perfectionist girl that you ever met . But I'm showing to you my ugliness and weakness . I wanna be better than others girl that you know . But I ain't bet them .

I'd enough with it . I'm give up for the second time . I let you go . Thank you for the short time of love heartbeat . That's all .

Dear RS , I'm sorry and thank you .

Dhea xx