Joyful and Sorrow

Hi .

Everyday I faced the sadness than the happiness . Terima kasih . Saya harap ini kali terakhir saya sedih dan kecewa dgn semua ni . Saya mengimpikan kegembiraan di akhir penceritaan kita . Tapi saya silap . Saya terlalu berharap dan saya berhadapan dengan kekecewaan .

You're nothing , I'm also nothing . I'm hurt . I'm hurt with my stupid action . I'm speechless . But I respect yours , I will accept it . Everybody have their old stories . Same goes to me . I do promised to myself to not getting hurt anymore . But I was wrong .

I fall for you ! I'd be lost if I was detached with you . I fell the happiness even I didn't know how's the ending will be . I supposed to control myself to not fall for you . Everything was my mistake . I'm sorry . For ruined your night . This time I was thought that you don't deserve to knew your ex . It's just a mistake to knew her . But who am I ? I'm just a stranger then come into your life and fall for you .

Ahh ! That's so ashamed . I don't know why I"m changed just for you to look me perfect . Even you didn't want that . Without I thinking about the ending , I'd do planned everything . Finally , it was like ............ broken into a pieces .

You no need to delete me , unfollow me and everything . Because I still around you .

You , my 24k tweets actually it was for you . I don't know where the mistake . Dan I tak sempat nak mention you .

You , I dapat free call . Actually I nak call you malam ni . And I don't know where the mistake until I can't placed it .

You , I might do everything for someone I feel for . Until I didn't realize , I will face this sadness .

You , get knowing you for quite short time was really make me happy .

You , please come back and be my friend for the beginning .

I'm sorry . I just wanna be like you wanted to . But I'm too overbearing . I just wanna be the perfectionist girl that you ever met . But I'm showing to you my ugliness and weakness . I wanna be better than others girl that you know . But I ain't bet them .

I'd enough with it . I'm give up for the second time . I let you go . Thank you for the short time of love heartbeat . That's all .

Dear RS , I'm sorry and thank you .

Dhea xx

I'M BACK

Hi . I'm back . For a long time I'm not update any story and now I'm come back with a thousand of story . Happiness and misery around my life .

I will update some more later . See you next post .

xx

sis a'an wedding ♥

Hi ,

okay , aku memang jakun sikit nak update entry yg peristiwanya dah lepas . tapi , kau kesaa apa kan ? janji kau baca . huahuahua .

back to topic , 1st october 2011 , my

cousin wedding . hah ! lama kan ? baru nak update sekarang . hee . I'm take over the flower girl's sebab aku ni gedikkk sanaddd . haha . aku suka yg comel comel ni . membuat kan aku teruja . tapi flower girl aku ni lasak sikit . seksaited tgk pengantin gamaknya . huahua . tema wedding peach + kelabu . mula mula mcm weirdo gak . sekali aku pergi merantau cari baju , perghhh ! cantik gak gabungan colour ni . aku tanaa ckap bnyk , korang layan laa gambar gambar yg terpamer ni .

akad nikah dulu eh !

atototo . shuweetnya .

dari pengantin lelaki kepada pengantin perempuan

dari pengantin perempuan kepada pengantin lelaki

the bride

the groom

Selamat Pengantin Baru

tu dia kumpulan marhaban sebelah perempuan dah mai dah . haha . sebenarnya ni makcik makcik aku , ibu aku ada . enam dari kiri tu ibu aku . glamour you ! haha .

well , ni tak ramai lagi . ad lagi yg tak bergambar . huahua . angka sebenar tidak dapat dikenal pasti .

okay ! habisss ! sampai di sini saja lah ..........

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apa ? nak tgk gmba flower girl's ? haha . saja jea susupen sikit .

nahhh ! I present to you the flower girl's . haha . dah mcm apa dah .

*ignore my oily face .

from left , shasha , me and sarah .

my fav flower girls . depa ni adek sedara aku jea pun . huahua .

okay ! cukup laa . ni serius dah habis . ta tipu dah . nanti nanti kau kawen , aku update lain okay ?

Bye :)

LIFELESS -.-

Hi ,

Urmm . I don't know why I feel empty now . I feel like I unneeded . I feel like unwanted and everything bad I feel now . I just want you make me happy with every-single-words . could you do for me ? well , this is me . I habitual with my life . I'm speechless now , and I don't know what I wanna write now .

K bye .

a little girl ♥

hye .

arini aku naa kongsi pasal budak comel ni . siapa ? jeng jeng jeng

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DAMIA AMANI !

comel sangat budak ni . grr . siapa dia ? dia ni anak buah kepada boyfriend aku . Damia ada abang . nama abang dia , Danish . harap harap laa aku dapat jumpa dia . hehe . rindu sangat . okay , jumpa kat entry lain .

bye !

I'M BACK !

hye . assalamualaikum .

wow ! lama betul tak menghapdate kat blog ni . busy laa . busy dgn sem satu yang dah lepas . and now , I'm in break sem . and for a few days yet , I'll sittin in sem two . aku tak da apa nak kongsi dgn korang .aku okay jea . ta bnyk story pun . tapi aku akan rajinkan diri aku untuk menghapdate blog untuk tatapan korang . hee . okay ? don't be sad . lol #mcm laa ada org baca blog aku . huahua . kalau ada pape perubahan bagitahu laa ye . aku ni memang ta "up to date" kat blog ni . okay laa . jumpa di lain entry . chowwww

# I'M TAKEN . wewiiit !

i ♥ this

where i am ?

mane kau naa ? okay , aku ta pegy luar negara pun . aku bercuti kat dlam negeri jea . dan bukan bercuti pun . aku hadiri sape punya wedding tah . aku pun tatau . haha . kat Parit Buntar , Perak jea . mak aku ckap sepupu aku . tpi aku mcm ta kenal jea .

" nie kali kedua akak jumpa nan doank " , ibu aku ckap .

" hah ? biar btol ! ptot laa mcm blur jea " , aku ckap .

hah ! pastu ibu aku bantai gelak . waktu kami berborak , tade sape . ayh , adik , nan adik aku lgi soank pi beli burger . mak ngah aku nan akak sedara aku pi shupin agy . aku pun mlas naa lyan ibu aku . dia kalo dpt gelak , esok pun ta tentu berhenti .

kluar uma kul 8pgi mcm tu . campur jammed tolak benti kat R&R darab kemalangan bahagi tido , kul 1lbih smpai laa kat Parit Buntar . daa laa pkai baju kurung . aku rasa mcm daa tido dlam kete pkai jubah . panas kemain ! tpi alhamdullilah . sampai gak .

then , bermalam kat Hotel Melor Inn , Parit Buntar . 3bintang laa aku bgi . tpi 5BINTANG utk WiFi . haha . then kul 8mlam kuar pi mkan dkat area area sini jea . then g shupin . bnyk plak baju and seluar and skirt aku beli . haha . cmpur tiga tiga tu bnyk laa . then , blik , update blog smbil mata kee letak lidi . haha .

tgk kaki aku ! putih ohhh ! kaki jea laa . muka mcm kena arang

can I be a Melor Inn Hotel model ? bhaha

okay , ni gmba dri webbie jea . dlm bilik time ni . me with my momma !

I told to her to do "peace" . but she put her "peace" at my face . OMG momma !

haih =='

serius daa tatau naa buat apa . 1jun daa dpt berita gembira . alhamdullilah . tpi kenapa ta dri awak ?mane awak ? nape nan awak ? penat ! bosan ! putus asa ! NAH ! puas hati awak bila sume tu kuar dri saya ? kenapa awak ta bagi saya peluang ? kenapa ta bagi saya masa ?

semuanya KENAPA ! boleh awak tolong jawabkan utk saya ? saya memerlukan jawapan tu . maafkan saya kalau saya mendesak awak .

* entri ni tade kena mengena dgn yg mati atau yg hampir mati . ni cuma luahan yg aku luahkan kat blog aku .

chaww !

bye bye May . u give nothing to me =='

okay . first of all , hye . daa lama sgt ta update blog . busy sgtt sgtt . daa uat jadual pun still busy . and now , ada laa sikit ruang utk update blog .

okay ! welcome to my new blog . new background and naa bajet mcm tumblr ckit laa . naa uat tumblr mlas . sbb daa bnyk acc . gila acc laa gak ! tpi sume jarang bukak . FB gak first aku bukak . bhaha .

okay . act ,aku naa share ttg kesedihan aku pasal bulan Mei ni . sume org mesti ada admire or secret admire kan ? mustahil laa kau tade . masalah aku ni , aku syok sendiri . biar kecik . janji ta malu . haha . mcm biasa are , mcm mcm aku curi dari dia . no need to mention here . bak kata kak FL , pompuan ada 9nafsu 1akal . nafsu aku naa kat dia . seboleh bolehnya naa kat dia . mcm mcm aku naa uat tok dia . tpi ta laa smpai jual body . aku ada harga diri lagi .

tapi 1akal aku nie , ta bole berfungsi . ta pham ? maksudnya , akal aku tanaa membantu aku mcm ner naa dapatkan dia dengan cara yg sopan , halal dan dituntut dlm Islam . sekarang ni , aku cuma ikut kata hati aku . bersabar !

" hello nadea . u can get him if u be patient for a while " , bisikan baik bisik kat aku .

" come on nadea ! kau uat jea apa apa tok dptkan dia sblum org lain amik dia " , bisikan jahat bisik kat aku .

serius ! aku buntu ! now , i need to concetrate with my futher study , with my life . i want to pursue my ambition first . its KARMA . ada jodoh , adalah eh !

i hope have good news waiting me in June . mr.right . futher study . ambitions . car . license . and ALL ! wahh ! so greedy !

for u , good luck . thats all .

a day with them ♥

salam . hye . last friday bersamaan dgn 22apr2011 , aku hang out dgn membe membe aku . naa dijadikan cite , iteowg pegy naek kete laa . haha . sesat barat babe . finally jmpe gak . best laa jugak . first time kuar nan niqmah . she's happening . blrrpppp ! kete dia pun cantik ! pinky ! i loike babe !

so , koank lyn jea laa gmba kat bwah ni . gmba gmba dibawah adalah gmba terpilih dri DSLR aku yg tersgtt laa mura . kau hado ?! okay . kau pnye mahal . cukup laa melalut . layan jea laa gmba yg ta seberapa dri kami . bhaha .

ryra , niqmah , yaya , dea

this cake special for yaya yg naa pegi PLKN . love u bebeh . jgn lupa iteowg k .

our lunch at Pizza Hut Bukit Bintang

yaya and niqmah . ta saba naa mkan . haha

kanak kanak riang yg ta abis bergmbr dlm kete .

mmg gila bila daa naik kete .

owner that Viva Elite car , miss Niqmah . thanks cuz melayan kerenah kami . u are the best laa bebeh !

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sory guys lmbt masuk gmba . busy laa . hee . btw , best kuar nan koank . hee .

mentekdarah kat Ice Room , Nilai :)

ari ahad tuh , pas blik dri anta adik aku blik asrama , aku nan family aku pun pegi laa nilai square . beli kain uat baju . baju raya kot . haha . gila awal kan ? ader aku kesaa ! jln punya jln skali penat tahap gaban . so , aku nan maksu aku pun berpakat naa mkan kat ICE ROOM ni .

best gilakk !

view from front door .

yg aku suka sanadd dgn ice room ni colour kdai ni . sume ijau ! menyenangkan mata dan minda btol laa tempat ni .

sempat berposing menanti makanan dan snow ice dtg .

my dad and my mom .

ngah sibuk berposing posing , masa yg dinantikan tlah pun tiba . perghh ! naa menangis pun ader tk snow ice ni . nmpk sdap ! koank lyan jea laa ape yg kami order . hee .

Tropical Mixed Fruit Snow Ice . ni ayh and ibu aku punya .

Mango Pomelo Snow Ice . ni aku nan maksu aku punya .

Spaghetti Cream Sauce with Chicken . ni aku punya !

BBQ Bun . ibu aku punya .

Noodle Soup with Seafood . maksu aku punya .

Black Pepper Sauce Chicken Rice . ayh aku punya .

mmg best makanan kat sini . especially , snow ice . yummy ! for those yg belum try benda alah ni , pegy are try . ta laa mhal mane pun . berpatutan !

okay laa . byee !

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hols ♥

pada ... bape aribulan tah , yg aku ingat ari khamis , jumaat , sabtu , ahad . haa lame kan ? aku nan family aku pegy bercuti . bercuti kat mane ? kat mane kau naa ? haha . kat PENANG babe ! kau ader ? aku tau laa kau ader pegy penang . tapi ... ader aku kesaa ? haha . okay daa , back to topic for this entry .

malam khamis tuh aku g kl sentral . sbb ape ? sbb iteowg g penang naek KTMB . kau ader ? tade kan ? so , rilek jea . so , jadual iteowg naek keteapi kul 10 mlam . lmbt kan ? mcm mak jenin aku tggu keteapi tuh . haih ! akhirnya ! masa yg ditggu pun tiba . dgn perasaan berkobar kobar aku pun masuk dlm keteapi tuh . then , perjalanan ke penang pun bermula .

sampai kat jeti penang kul 5.45 someting mcm tu laa . aku pun ta engat . sbb aku ta ckup tido . susa btol naa tido dlm keteapi tuh . aku jea kot ta tido . eh ? tah laa . haha . aku daa mlas naa tulis detail . kau lyn jea laa gmba dri DSLR aku yg muraa ney .

rmaikan org yg naa g Penang ? haha

kami tiba di jetty Penang dan menanti feri tok ke Penang

my dad and my mom . awww

dalam RapidPenang

lepak-ing Padang Kota Lama

cruise Penang

my aunty and my cousin

jom beli jeruk colour !

Char Keuy Teow ! betul ke ejaan tuh ? lantak laa . tgk udang tuh ! perghh ! besaa kan ?

Bangunan MPPP

bergamba di tempat tido kami . haha

weyh ! sama ta ? haha . kartun ape tah ni . lupa naa tnya name dia . haha

comel kan ?

layan jea laa ptung ni .

permandangan Batu Ferringhi . btul ker ejaan ni ? abaikan =='

aku tatau nape maksu aku ta suke tangkap gambar . haih =='

dlm Mercedes babe ! pemandu pelancong bwk Merc ! ta bole blah !

thankss abang Am ! cuz bwk kami jlan jlan naek Merc ! haha

Bukit Bendera

KTMB Butterworth

dalam ETS .

tu jea laa yg aku naa share nan kau . ta bnyk bnda pun . ta best pun journey kiteowg . my dad ckap , dia naa repeat g Penang . kali ni bwk kete plak . so , im just wait the time coming . hee .

okay laa . bye .

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